rhythm :)

And it feels like

2011-12-29T12:21:00.000+08:00

this.

how do you feel when you're searching and searching and you still can't find whatever it is you're looking for? it's a feeling of knowing something is missing in your life but not being able to find it no matter how hard you look.

--cecelia ahern; there's no place like here.

Head on collision

2011-11-28T18:11:00.001+08:00

i ain't a person who takes extremely good care of my stuffs (except for my techno gadgets) and so, there were times when i had no idea how my mechanical pencil would accidentally left some strokes on the wall. i tried to remove those marks using all sorts of methods (from cloth to eraser and even detergent!) hoping that they would disappear but well, they didn't.

and this reminds me of newton's law of motion. the law claimed that to every action there is an equal or opposite reaction but sometimes, it might be someone else's action that drags you into such a mess. and you're left with no other alternatives except to clean up the mess.

Nolstagia

2011-11-17T21:29:00.001+08:00

was repeating the song 那些年 while completing my tutorials last night. the marketing final is barely a month from now but to my own surprise, instead of focusing on marketing, my thoughts drifted from marketing to the moments that we've shared in campus. and so, i clicked onto facebook, typed in kachun's and icyn's names at the search bar and reread all the posts and notes. :)

and i realised that.

#1: we are the only batch of FIA students who has our own domo tees. ;) and the other students are so curious when they see 14 people wearing identical tees every friday.

#2: you can never find one and missing the other ones. the complete collection of 14 humans.

#3: all sorts of birthday celebrations. criminal-looking-posters-all-over-the-wall, walking-all-the-way-to-jaya-one, cupcakes-during-exam-period...

#4: the super vain ty4s' who have snapped over 1500 photos within a year!

#5: we are also the noisiest batch which draws unnecessary attention. that's cause we always have the loudest and creepiest laughs.

#6: we ordered more than 10 sets of mcd breakfast. well, the set is on a buy one free one promotion so can't blame. ;D

well, i think if we sign up for the Guinness World of Record, we might have set some new records don't we?

I gotta have hope

2011-10-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

You're like gravity

2011-10-11T18:02:00.003+08:00

heroes didn't leap tall buildings or stop bullets with an outstretched hand; they didn't wear boots and capes. they bled, and they bruised, and their superpowers were as simple as listening, or loving. heroes were ordinary people who knew that even if their own lives were impossibly knotted, they could untangle someone else's. and maybe that one act could lead someone to rescue you right back.

-- jodi picoult, second glance.

I'm your imaginary friend

2011-10-10T16:29:00.008+08:00

capture the best moments in life and have good memories to cherish always. :)

there isn't a single post for september and now i'm feeling so guilty.

most of all, westlife gravity tour was totally awesome when you get to see the four of them performing live. was a little bias as i only shouted mark's name throughout the entire concert. the best part of the concert was when they performed i'm already there and seasons in the sun. the all time favourite songs. ;) i remembered that i started listening to their songs when i was nine and flying without wings was a hit back then.

uni never fails to amaze me as muet speaking test and results are releasing on the same day. well, that's the awesome part of life :D

Rise and shine

2011-08-21T00:05:00.008+08:00

harrrllloooo?!

it's currently 12.06am and i'm all alone in the study room, typing (mostly crapping) one whole page of law essay. well, the problem here was i had no idea what are alternative dispute resolutions. i read through a pdf file of 25 pages on this topic but still, i had no idea what they are. i was wondering if my lecturer was in such a good mood as he picked me for this particular question.

i feel like shutting down the laptop but somehow, the thought of me presenting the answers is freaking me out. well, if i'm lucky, he might let me pass since this is not an exam based question. :) but yet, the probability of him doing so will be lesser than 0.1. :O

Live to party!

2011-08-09T20:20:00.005+08:00

i miss playing the guitar in the middle of the night. even though it sounded scary and creepy at the same time. well, my guitar was left at a corner for almost two months and i think it had now coated with an inch' of dust. :O

i was having my quantitative lecture at 4.00pm during this afternoon but i was distracted by the thunder. somehow, my main concern was not the thunder but i was thinking that if it rained, i would never get to walk to leisure mall for my bubble tea.

well, god granted my wish and it did not rain in sungai long but in cheras. leisure mall is part of cheras and so no bubble tea. this is why i don't like tuesdays. :)

5 year and still counting

2011-07-24T21:56:00.006+08:00

for the author of live, love, laugh:

something are perfect from start to finish. ♥

Sueño

2011-07-12T21:13:00.003+08:00

that's because i can never remember what i have forgotten.

Chaotic

2011-06-30T12:02:00.007+08:00

was there a time when you clicked on to firefox and at that very moment, you forgot all your accounts' passwords? and i meant ALL. or maybe it was just me. as i signed in my hotmail. what's my password? when i signed in my facebook. what's my password again? finally when i clicked on twitter's link. crap. is this the third time?

seriously ngkeiyan, get a life! :)

Definite answers

2011-06-20T16:39:00.025+08:00

i know i had abandoned my blog for months. :(

friday is always my favourite day of the week. well, partially is because i had turned into a friday fishball human. cath as well. :) we used to buy bubble teas and walk into wongkok with our bubble teas even though we both know that outside food and drinks are not allowed.

last friday was my last guitar lesson. usually, taking guitar lesson and shopping around leisure mall were my friday routines. somehow, maybe i gotta readjust myself by finding something else to do just to fill up the empty gap.

june is coming to an end and hello july! come to think of it, june is not a very productive month for me. piles of notes were lying on my desk as i had no time to sort them, laptop is full of dust but i was just too lazy to clean it. i hadn't even hand in my scholarship forms.

july, treat me better will ya? :)

Life as a battlefield

2011-05-20T21:22:00.004+08:00

we live and work and dream,
each has his little scheme,
sometimes we laugh,
sometimes we cry,
and thus the days go by.

just like the world, the mind itself is a great field in which many battles are fought. somehow, the mind tend to fluctuates between the two extremes of happiness and sorrow.

well, miracles do happen. x)

What may be

2011-04-23T20:03:00.003+08:00

看着海洋
向着远方
瓶中信随波漂漂荡荡
希望
能看见黑暗中的光芒
打开爱

i called mark yesterday during his office hours coz i'm too bored and so i wished him a different version of good friday. i talked to him bout ghosts stories but in the end i got scared of my own creation of ghost story and i start look around when i heard noises. eeeeerrrkk. creepy. =.=

Dramas :)

2011-04-07T13:46:00.010+08:00

list of things-to-do after finals. :)

#1: trip to kluang with the ty4s'!
#2: ice skating session in sunway pyramid. x)
#3: finish up fairy tail and full metal alchemist brotherhood.
#4: yamcha sessions with ty4s' and s.o.ts' <3
#5: re-watch the entire leehom concert collection and gilmore girls.
#6: practice the guitar sheets.
#7: trip to klcc with the ty4s'. again.
#8: get a new haircut.
#9: clothes! gotta stock up for my next sem. =D
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finals is two weeks from now and i'm still clicking on facebook and blogger. gotta sit in corner and start nerding. =( how lifeless can i be. =S

toodles!

爱。因为在心中

2011-03-24T20:20:00.009+08:00

好久没用华文写部落格了。好像也开始生锈了。听说利比亚和美国又要再次开战。还记得当我念小学的时候。老师说了好多好多关于伊拉克与美国的历史。可是我都忘了。唯一还记得的是我们在布告板上贴满了照片是关于战场上的情景。

明天又是星期五啦。感觉上时间好像过得特别快。可是还有一大堆赶不完的功课。练不完的琴。考不完的试。突然间好想念假期。如果一天有48个小时那该多好啊。X)

To be continue.

2011-03-03T20:46:00.005+08:00

helllloo. the deserted blog. =S well. blame my laziness.

my uni mates said that i looked like errmm.. mickey? too much of disney's mickey. i think. gahhh. i survived my toughest week even though i was barely alive throughout the whole week. well. wayyy too much of crap.

oh. i think malaysian drivers are the most dangerous drivers on earth. except for me. =D they never learn to use their signal lights dont they?

to be continue.

Taking Chances

2011-01-31T21:39:00.003+08:00

trust your heart if the seas catch fire.
and live by words through the stars walk backwards.

E.E. Cummings.

errrrkkkkkkkkk. the weather nowadays is killing me as im gonna freeze to death pretty soon. =S

What you thought it could be

2011-01-11T19:51:00.003+08:00

new year. new resolutions. i need more cash. more time. bigger brain capacity. see. cash comes first. heck i'm so money-minded nowadays. >_>

six more days and i gotta get back to uni. the top management of utar is so kiamsiap as they only spare us two weeks of hols. oh oh. resolution year 2011. stop complaining. =X

그냥그래서당신알아요

2010-12-16T13:30:00.006+08:00

i wondered if i had run out of miracles.

하나더시간

2010-11-30T21:04:00.006+08:00

ngkeiyan has been living on this planet for 18 years. and for the first time in her life. she couldnt even differentiate copy image and save image as. she right-clicked the copy image and expected the save as screen to pop up. after 30 seconds and she realized that she clicked the wrong button. heck, how slow can she be.

somehow. i'm wondering that why are we doing the same routine that we hated it all the time. maybe this is how we define. life. *rephrase* this is life and life goes on.

i wished that i have a car and drive all the way to north without even knowing where i'll be heading. =D

State of emergency

2010-11-16T21:42:00.012+08:00

#1: mark is off to australia. =DD and i dont have to complain bout the connection for 10 days.

#2: evil and sadistic message from yongsukkhuan. yongsukkhuan i swear i'm so gonna skin you when i see you after 49 days.

#3: errrk. why do i always hear noises when no one is around? creepy. >_>

#4: k-pop is very very addictive. especially beast's shock. even though i dont understand a thing. except for the "everyday i shock and every night i shock".

#5: oh, i just realized that i have creative imaginations. =DDD

#6: erkkk. i cursed a lot nowadays.

#7: is craving for chocolates. X)

Tomorrow

2010-10-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

*take a deeeeeppppp breathe* its gonna be end of oct. very very soon indeed. *flips through management ques* maybe i shall skip this and leave it for tomorrow. *flips through financial ques* nah... maybe i shall do this tomorrow as well. i'm so confuse now. too much of work for me to handle i suppose.

believe it or not, every cloud has a silver lining.

The only exception

2010-10-12T16:53:00.004+08:00

alllooohhhaaa! guess who's the one on the right? pretty obvious rite. =D the point is. mark is always MIA and so, the alternative way to reach him is. call his gf. ==" okayyy. i know this is lame.

crap. my desk is so messy with stacks papers and books and cables.

Goodbye and goodnight

2010-10-07T17:26:00.007+08:00

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

我飞行但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
多的是你不知道的事
盘旋在你看不见的高空里

i had been repeatedly listening to the same song for more than 30 times? i guessed so. whenever i walked past butterflies. i will be singing this song. and my friends are getting bored of it now.

so, i gotta say baibai to my k810i. officially. might get my new nokia e5 this weekend. =DD even though i want a blackberry bold so badly. with its cool black keypads and the elegant look. =(

isnt it cuteee? i realize that windows 7 has some nice wallpapers actually. after using it for 3 months?

heck, i'm soooo hungry and sleepy now. *yawwwnnnsss*

Please, please, please let me get what i want

2010-09-09T09:37:00.003+08:00

mark is off to johor with his gf and finally i can make my room as messy as i want without anyone nagging and complaining beside me. so i can actually save money from buying earplugs. =D and i can have all the chocos in the fridge so when he gets back. there's nothing left for him.

i changed my blog layout. the previous one was too flowery and disorganized. i kinda like the new one. its clean and fresh.

went out with the sot sot gang yesterday. with joo, angel and gaaya. sadly suk cant make it. you might say that vampires suck has no storyline. but at least its entertaining with edward's super duper fair complexion. you can actually laugh all the way from beginning till the end or even choked while drinking coke.

we had our awkward moments in starbucks when everyone started to look at us with some kind of look like. "are they insane or something?" yeah. that kind of look. basically we disturbed the ketenteraman of starbucks. =D and the worst thing is. we sit there for more than one hour without ordering any drinks.

keep it real. perhaps?

Don't charge me for the crime

2010-09-07T18:29:00.003+08:00

after two weeks of torturing. finals is finally over. and i have a list of things to be done by the end of my hols.

i grabbed this picture from dailychilli coz i think its nice. somehow. dailychilli has turned out to be my most visited webpage nowadays with all the buzz and happenings that are happening around the globe.

Leehom's showcase 2010

2010-08-26T13:07:00.002+08:00

date: 22nd august 2010
venue: 1U

my third time watching leehom's showcase-autograph session. reached at 4.45pm and bbq-ed under the sun for more than one hour. worth it though. =DD i purposely wore black so i might get to sneak into homaniacs zone. and with ammelia's help. i finally get to sneak in. leehom sang 'ni bu zhi dao de shi' and it was niceeeeeee. (mark, i know what you wanna say okay.)

sadly. he sang only one song.

the emcee! a much better emcee than the previous year.

leehom was soooooooooo cooooll!

*melts*

tadaaaa... the signed albums. X)

pictures credit to mark gary ng and ammelia.

A little bit longer

2010-08-21T11:23:00.002+08:00

jooee's face has been the front cover of my blog for 2 weeks. its time to change it. =D good thing for her is she won tickets to watch love in disguise with leehom. but thats a bad thing to me coz i joined the comp butttttttt. i didnt submit it. i went out for lunch that day and when i get back. i totally forgotten bout it.

as you know, my phone is dead. part of me wanted to send it to SE service centre. but. the other part of me wants to get a blackberry phone. since blackberry phones are not so expensive nowadays. and personally. i think that blackberry phones are pretty cool.

depreciation. would you please be nice to me?

Jooee's moments

2010-08-07T16:23:00.003+08:00

me and joo had been on skype for more than an hour. and.... she started turning craziiieeeee....

gold fish jooee: yum yum.

or this. O.o

and this. X)

Home

2010-08-02T18:40:00.003+08:00

Another summer day
has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
but I wanna go home
...uhm Home
may be surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone
just wanna go home
I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters
that I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home
I got to go home

Let me go home

I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
This was not your dream
but you always believed in me...

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you , you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
baby I'm done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
it'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home"

nice song. nice lyrics. sung by michael buble. =D home.

and and anddd... i had my haircut yesterday. its actually exactly the same thing like how i look during form 4. =DD

Went Wild

2010-07-20T16:32:00.005+08:00

as i was searching for cartoon wallpapers for my new dp. i found this one. its not related at all but who knows it might be some secret codes written by aliens or vampires and even werewolves. =DD or maybe one fiffiiinnnnneeee day, these codes will bring us to the place where transformers robots lives.

accounts, can you pleeeeeeeaaaasssseeee be nice to me? how nice if i have the brain of einstein and solve all the accounts calculations in just few minutes. or perhaps i should use the more efficient way. take a screwdriver. take my brain out. rinse it with dettol and more dettol. and put it back into my skull. =D

somehow, junk food are hard to resist especially mashmallows and chocolates. X)

十八般武藝

2010-07-12T16:02:00.008+08:00

after one whole year. finally leehom releases his new album entitled 十八般武藝 this coming 30th july! somehow, he never fails to surprise me with his new piece of music. X)

the mv of 柴米油鹽醬醋茶. a meaningful song written by both leehom and vivian hsu. =D

7th

2010-07-07T17:18:00.004+08:00

i thought of watching world cup yesterday since it was the semi final. i hadnt been watching world cup ever since portugal lost to spain. however. plan failed as i woke up at 2.30 am. turned off my alarm. and continue sleeping.

somehow. i'm craving for subway. tuna. turkey. yumyum. =DD

crap. i screwed my accounts. again. how i wish i have a magic wand like harry potter. X) just a flick and all the equations are solved.

When 8 replaces 7

2010-07-03T09:41:00.005+08:00

come to think of it. i'm legally 18th! and basically legal to do almost everything. drink. drive. 18SG movies. club. and the list goes on. spent the last hour of my 17-year-old at lavazza cafe crapping with my bro's monkey-boy-school's friends while watching world cup. but sadly, brazil lost.

had a great dinner at sakae sushi as the cashier counted the bill wrongly. X) to me, its like a half price promotion. i ate almost 10 plates and cost only 24 bucks.

i miss hiding behind the curtains like what i did when i was young. but now. there's a big ONE in front of the number 8. yeah. time flies when you're not aware of it. btw, 1I gang. i'll promise to go out during my sem break k?

nyway, thankyou people for all the wishes. =D

lurve,
trin

Money is not a thing

2010-06-15T17:56:00.002+08:00

had been MIA for two weeks.

but still... the fever is on which means that after four years. world cup is back. since i'm a brazil supporter for this year so i think i shall cheer more for kaka. =DD oh andddddd.. leehom is coming to malaysia this august. X)) for his new movie 'love in disguise'.

quizzes. assignments and tests next week. i'm so gonna kill myself for not being able to balance my account transactions. somehow. felt regretted that i didnt take accounts during high school.

damn. why am i closing the same window over and over again? aiks.

Specky

2010-05-29T18:57:00.002+08:00

this thing costs me rm300 and it broke yesterday. tsk tsk. and i only wear it for 1.5 year. a-look specs are ciplaks. or maybe i'm the only unlucky one.

but on the brighter side. imma gonna get a new one. X) today. =D

RIP specky. LOL.

Survived

2010-05-27T20:29:00.006+08:00

i managed to survive my first week in uni. pppppppppfffffffffffffffffttttttttttttttttttt. noob like me had never take putra lrt before. so i didnt even know how to operate that ticket machine. X) and finally i can differentiate ampang and sri petaling lane.

first day was nice. second one was okayyy. the last day was. torturing. basically i had been sitting on the same chair for like hours. and turning into a statue.

still. lessons starting next week. =DD but too bad all of us are separated.

Is this in my head

2010-05-21T16:54:00.002+08:00

after listening to the whole album. i think i prefer jay chou's previous album. the dragon rider. that is so much nicer compare to the new one. i dare say. X) *jay chou fans out there. please dont murder me during my sleep* LOL.

when you were given hols. you wish for more work to do. when you were given work to do. you wish for more hols. irony. irony. irony. watched SHINJUKU INCIDENT yesterday night. wondering how can some people can have the heart to kill somebody till their intestines flow out. yuck. damn disgusting. or chopped off their hands and stepped on it. yuck yuck.

fridayyyy. two more days to go. =(

Addictive

2010-05-19T22:02:00.004+08:00

after five months of fooling around. next week i shall get back to school. X) school? too old for that. its uni life now. yeah yeah. i think life'll be good without strict rules and regulations. but since i dont care much bout rules. it shouldnt be a big deal. to. me. i. think.

i had been stocking up like how chipmunks stocking up for winter. =D since most of the orientation programs are bored-to-death. me and shooeeeyy will bring food to uni everyday in order to keep us. alive. and chochos! bbq flavour will be perfect. X)

CONSTANTINE is a nice movie. a perfect angels and demons movie.

GuiMeiMeei X)

2010-05-13T20:24:00.006+08:00

this is the only decent and nicest picca i can find from my folders. X) anyway, i think the picca will look nicer without mark in it. where's mark's face ah? lol. btw, i did it *the mosaic part* purposely. =D since meimei's the spotlight rite.

anyhow, happy sexie/hot/pweety/young-at-heart/sweet *fingers counting* birthday!! have a blast and lovely one. X)

lurve,
trin

2010-05-08T18:08:00.005+08:00

who says that lightning never strike the same place twice?
only if you're too stupid to move. X)

yesterday i saw the new loreal advertisement. the ambassador's daniel wu. and mum strikes me with questions and answers that i can never answer her. =D

mum: isnt it daniel wu?
me: yeah. but too bad he got married.
mum: then you shall wait till he divorce. O.o
me: he's toooooo old for me lah.
mum: then go for him during your next life lah.

see. my mum can be such an entertainer at times. X)

Keep Smiling

2010-04-26T19:49:00.004+08:00

i found this when i was searching for a new wallpaper for my desktop. and this "cat" or sth-like-that make me starting laughing till tummy ache. seriously so freaky cute whey.

yeah.. keep smiling huh. =D somehow, i think that it looks alot like me. the noobie noobai..

if you take every memory, every moment,
if you stretched them end to end,
they'd reach forever.

Nothing makes sense

2010-04-19T15:27:00.004+08:00

*blows of the dust*

yeah yeah. my blog is now full of dust. a lil lazy to keep it updated. still. the point is..

i passed my driving test. =DD the examiners are nice enough to let me pass. and one of them even chatted with me during my on-the-road test. since i'm a careless-lousy-noob driver. mark said that i'll soon be the dangerous driver on the road. X)

the vampire slave aka limjooee will be starting college this week. thus she wont have much time to crap on vampires topics with me. and mine will be starting in may. no more waking up at 10am. no more comp or tv 24/7. no more shop-till-you-drop. =( which says that...

the specky-nerd is back.

you've made some bad choices. you have made some good choices.
and you have made some so-so choices. most importantly.
they're yours - all of them.

-anne wilson shaef -

Vampires, vampires and more vampires

2010-04-13T13:15:00.003+08:00

yesterday jooee and me had a very lame conv on fb. full of bahasa rojak though. i hate chatting on fb but chatting with this sot girl is somehow. quite fun. =D and my comp is not lacking for the first time.

the lame part of the conv begins when..

- under the starry starry night -

Ng: the vampire will appear soon!

Joo:??? vampire !?!?!!?!?!?!

Ng: vampire with fangss.
you know rite. i have a liking of vampires.

Joo: i think u should go somewhere very dark and stay there.
later if anyone got paper cut then u got attracted to it and kill the person.

Ng: you'll be the first!

Joo: NEVER!!! i'll never be one of ur victim!!!!
scary human !! OH NO VAMPIRE!
u watch too many twilight ady ah?

Ng: i watch underworld one.
imagine i bite leehom. then i turn him into a vampire.

Joo: ur immagination seems to be toooo ermm.... UNDESCIBEABLE.
how can i have a friend that thinks she's a VAMPIRE?

Ng: then we drink blood like ribena.

Joo: RIBENA ?!?!?!?!
its vitamin C not blood ok.

Ng: i drink human blood then.
but make sure its a healthy human.
no diabetes, no cholestrol, no heart attack.

Joo: its really hard to find those ok.
u are EVIL !

Ng: my bro ah, jooee ah, angel ah.

Joo: jooee got low blood pressure.

Ng: then angel.

Joo: angel ah. ok ah.

Ng: but i scared later drink angel's bloodthen i will turn black!

Joo: i will call the police by that time, ok?

Ng: i call my konco konco to help! i have good relationship with werewolves. =D

Joo: KONCO KONCO LAGI !!!!
why are u still here anyway?
u should be living in HELL!
u are killing innocent ppl!

Ng: i live in heaven.

Joo: thats never possible for a VAMPIRE!
THAT KILLS PPL!
THAT GOT KONCO KONCO!
THAT PROCLAIM HERSELF AS THE VAMPIRE PRINCESS!
to live in heaven.

Ng: because god of heaven turns me into a vampire.
thats why i must stay near him to collect monthly fees.

Joo: why would THE GOD OF HEAVENS TURN U INTO VAMPIRE?!

Ng: coz actually his darkest secret is... he's a vampire himself.

Joo: and the god LIVE IN THE HEAVEN! i think ur god FAKE ONE LA.

- the end of the very lame vampire conv -

One murder makes a villain,

2010-04-12T22:21:00.010+08:00

millions make a hero.

opppppsssssiiiddddiiieee. seems like i had deserted my blog for quite some time. okay okay. back to topic. last saturday was award-giving-ceremony-day. but not all of the ex form fives went there. only like half of them were there. as usual i'm the late one. but then. i'm not as late as miss wong ern qi. she reached at 9.00am while the ceremony started at 8.00am.

thennnnnnnnnnnn. here comes gsc. how to train your dragon was soooooo cute. awwwwww. especially when you watched it in 3D. lunch at mcd. hoops shooting at arcade. and two hours of nerding in borders. basically i had been reading tuesdays with morrie for the sixth or seventh time. =D

the noob is basically still. currently. in one piece. =D even after three months of tv. comp. food. and more tv. more comp. more food. HAHA. and this is mark's fault. all thanks to him. XD

but i miss school. badly.

I found food!

2010-04-06T22:25:00.004+08:00

i'm starving and my fridge is empty. gosh. what to eat what to eat.

mark gets me an i-touch yesterday. =DD now i'm seriously addicted to it. nyway. uncle marki. arigato. =D dont worry. i will carry out my responsibility as a good and innocent and lame sister. lol. for the time being.

i think this is a deer. rite? somehow.. yeah-no.

Meaningful

2010-03-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

found that in one of the posts in mark's blog.

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Pada suatu pagi di satu sekolah menengah, ada seorang pelajar bertanya pada seorang guru yang sedang mengajar. Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang menyentuh mengenai kasih dan sayang secara am. Dialog di antara pelajar dan guru tersebut berbunyi begini :

Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang paling kita sayang?. Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu : Oh, awak nak tahu ke?.Emmm...baiklah, sekarang kamu buat apa yang saya suruh. Ikut je ye...mungkin kamu akan dapat apa jawapannya.

Pelajar : Baiklah...apa yang saya harus buat?

Cikgu : Kamu pergi ke padang sekolah yang berada di luar kelas sekarang juga.Kamu berjalan di atas rumput di situ dan sambil memandang rumput didepan kamu, pilih mana yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walaupun sekali. Dan kamu petiklah rumput yang PALING cantik yang berada di depan kamu tersebut dan selepas itu bawa balik ke kelas.

Pelajar : Ok. Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yang cikgu suruh.

Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yang berada di tangannya. Maka cikgu pun bertanya kepada pelajar tersebut.

Cikgu : Mana rumput yang cikgu suruh petik?

Pelajar : Oh, tadi saya berjalan di atas rumput dan sambil memandang rumput yang berada di situ, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang , saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya sebelum itu tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

Cikgu : Ya, itulah jawapannya. Maknanya, apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang yang kita sayang itu, kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut. Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada MULAnya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi. KECUALILAH jika perhubungan tersebut tak boleh diselamatkan lagi, maka barulah kita mulakan sekali lagi. Maka sayangilah orang yang berada di depan kita dengan tulus dan ikhlas.

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Hello heaven and saying baibai to hell

2010-03-26T20:10:00.003+08:00

went to redbox lawyat with the sot sot girls. XD basically i beat angel as the latecomer this time. due to the traffic jams. malaysian drivers really have poor driving skills. *i might be one of them next time*. but still. suk was later than me. thanks to zuikhai's member card. we got the student offered price. very the super duper cheap. lol. btw. the milo in redbox was tasteless if you dont add in the cream. BUT if you add in the cream. it taste like milk. yucky.

then then then... we walked to sungei wang for sticker photos. is that what you call them? we wasted 26 bucks on it. =D i was a total noob in jap language. so me and joo couldnt understand what were the instructions on the screen. thus. we screwed the decorations on the photos. and gotta let suk the pro to deal with it. ==

now i learnt that you cant have too much of good things in a day. or else. you'll be like me. feet aching. and losing my voice. but still. its worth the price. =D

Insanity Streak

2010-03-21T18:24:00.003+08:00

uni starting end of may. i still have two months to crap and rot. or decompose. why cant utar have march intake lah. five months of hols. my brain's getting dumbo and noober each day. like this. =DD though my tongue aint that long. =X

i'm so easily distracted nowadays. aiks. =( due to the hot and dry weather. =D

Focus focus focus

2010-03-12T17:07:00.004+08:00

i like to walk in the rain. bare-footed. that makes me feel the warmth that wrap around me =D this feeling makes me thinks that. there's always a silver lining. even if you fail. and what comes next is.... mum will be getting outta the house. and started to complain that my feet are dirty OR the rain is getting heavier and i gotta get back into the house. XD

some things are perfect from beginning to ending. but what matters now is. i hate saying goodbyes.

11th March 2010

2010-03-11T21:14:00.003+08:00

a month. two months and three months. few nights suffering from insomnia.

finally the results were out. was considered kinda okay lah. no c's. no fails. *touchwood* unbelievable for my bio though =D though i cant beat mark. but still who cares mr markie. XD i still can get my electric guitar from you rite. weee~~

thankyou to everyone who had once guide me and support me.

the previous chapter ended. and whats next huh. i wonder...

LeeZuiKhai&Gaaya

2010-03-06T21:53:00.004+08:00

venue: pavilion kl -> times square

time: afternoon till evening

humans:
gaaya
zuikhai
joeyee
angel
khoimeng
nikhi
keiyan =D

basically the food was a lil too much. included the cake and the super large glass or milk tea. due to my laziness of writing. will just let the pics do the talking. =) arcade was fun till gaaya lost her wallet. though she lost her ic and license. but on the other hand. she get to buy a new wallet. XD btw, i'm good in shooting hoops somehow. =D

introducing... the two birthday-ians of the day. =D

errrr.... *fill in the blanks*

the entertainment wassss.. MJ of the day. =D

annddddd..

happy sexie 18th to both zuikhai and gaaya. *ahem ahem*

It comes and it goes

2010-02-27T09:59:00.002+08:00

define sleep. sleep is sth like you went to bed. and went unconscious or semi unconscious. but nowadays. all i did was went to bed. staring at the ceiling for one whole hour. and blink blink. shouldnt i be sleeping? too much of entertainments i suppose. shop and shop and more shopping.

went to times square and watch percy jackson and the lightning thief with cousin yesterday. people were queuing up buying tickets which results in a super duper long queue and we waited for half an hour. the worst part of it was the tickets we bought were at the front row. after watching it i felt my neck was breaking. the movie wasnt a bad one actually. and and and... logan lerman is hot! =D

i can smell march like what jooee once said. "i can smell october."

oh ya... and watch this scene. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MfdEqeyBzIY if you dare. =D mind you. *evil laugh*

Calligraphy Comp

2010-02-23T21:09:00.005+08:00

havent seen a noob lately? there's one over here. as noob as you want her to be. =)

went for calligraphy comp last sunday. somehow. guessing that my piece of work was the worst compared to all the pros over there. i stop joining calligraphy comps since i was form 3. cant blame me rite. =D

see this

or this

and compare with this =D

***

spm results are releasing in march 16th. arrhhh... damn it lah. why lah release the results so soon? ish ish...

oh ya. partner for this coming thurs rite... good luck k?

The reunion 2010'

2010-02-17T20:58:00.011+08:00

afternoon till night. =D

ampang --> cheras

jooee.
angel.
jordan.
pria.
kyan.

i'm lazy to write captions lah. the pics below will show what we had done yesterday. =D okay? happy cny!!

stop #1: angel's.

stop #2 : jooee's.

jordan was disturbing the driver.

guess who is this lil girl. haha.

stop #3 : jordan's.

stuck in ns camp for too long. =D

stop #4 : kyan's.

jooee brings poker card to everywhere she goes! haha.

Just so you know

2010-02-11T18:18:00.006+08:00

twinkle-multiple-fingers-star

where are my fingers ah? i cant find them in the photo. my handwriting! its not that neat handwriting which slant-to-the-left anymore. i hadnt been writing ever since spm ended. cant blame. gosh. i'm getting more and more paranoid. sth wrong with the nerves and stimulus or impulses.

yadadada... cny is here and. mid valley deco is seriously nice with the lion dance. =D for sure i'm gonna turn into a cookie monster this year. =D jooee is back tmr. and we shall have a reunion as well. =) the s.o.t. is back in one piece. lol. and breaks up again after a week.

Identity

2010-02-05T19:27:00.004+08:00

lunch with wong ern qi at boston. tea in gsc watching spy next door. dinner in pasar malam. sounds great huh?! but then... it turns to be. lunch at home. tea with wong ern qi in my house. watching some very lame movies.

due to some technical and practical problems. she came to my house. and i dunno how can that happens. she brought horror movies as well. =D after watching legion. i'm kinda addicted to horror movies. even though they scare me like hell. *aaaaahhhhhhHHHHHhhhhhhaaaaa* horror films really freaks me out. but in the end. we watched identity. scared to death.

another great accomplishment of year 2010. which is i fell. again. in the rain. and there are bruises and red dots at my knee and foot. ouch. pain like hell man. how good can that be i wonder.

Fire and smoke

2010-02-04T14:59:00.003+08:00

whenever i sign into blogger. my brain will go blank. *blink blink* and what shall i blog again? those are the side effects when you're staying way too long at home. doing nothing. except the fact that i'm only noob-ing in front of the notebook or the tv.

finally i had successfully finished 25 episodes of boys over flowers within 4 days. =D basically i fast forward as some of the scenes are... you know. XD but the songs are nice though. and and and btw leeminho is very cool.

gosh. why am i updating loads of craps again? *shakes head*

Legion is...

2010-01-25T12:30:00.003+08:00

waking up at 6.00am. school uniforms. bored-to-death classes. walking barefooted in class. whining and complaining bout high school and this or that. and now i realize that i seriously miss high school man. i miss walking in the corridors. prefects shouting from the other end of the corridors. and me. ignoring them. =D yadadada.....

my fever is back and i seems to feel like burning from the inside. i can actually feel the friction between my skin and my bed.

Bliss

2010-01-19T18:53:00.005+08:00

the noob is back.

hotlink is starting to annoy me with their sevices which i called them. junks. cant they give me more free sms or free ringtones? ish. i'm currently using a 3G phone but not a 3G sim. and a prepaid phone but insufficient of credits 24/7. people always change their phone numbers which seriously confuses me. jooee just called me the other day and we crapped for more than half and hour i suppose.

ignore jackie chan. LOL. O.o

and guess what. big small soldier is releasing soon. =DD in another 25 days or sth like that. i had been messing up with dates and days since the hols started. cant blame rite. and leehom is one of the casts. =)) muahahahaha. i'm so gonna make mark watch this movie with me.

oppppsss dinner is served. and fried fishhhh. (angel. jangan ter-feel. LOL) *fingers licking*

YongSukKhuan

2010-01-16T11:04:00.005+08:00

hey girl.

you're finally 17+1th!! happy sweet and hot and sexy 18th birthday! i cant find a decent picture you know. every picture that i took with you was insane and animated with some crazie and lame and noob kind of look. dont worry. we will come and blast your house tonight. =D though jooee missed out the fun. haha.

thanks for being with me. and yet. thanks for everything. < 3

god bless.

lots of lurve,
trin

It's nothing, I dare say

2010-01-13T13:47:00.007+08:00

seems like i have been deserting my blog for quite some times.

yesterday i went to the airport to sent mark off as he was leaving to penang. *the place that i will never ever go again even if you give me millions and billions of dolars* and next week he'll go to australia which means. i smell freedom.

everyone is talking jan intake. and i am still in the small corner of my room. thinking of which college to go. what course to take. i wonder why izit so tough for me to choose my future path. everyone is so determine about the things they are gonna do. but me. all i'd say is not sure. dunno. and etc etc. now i started to miss jooee. =(

yesterday i tried sucking salt water up my nostrils and split it through my mouth. it was so freaky uncomfortable as i felt the sensation of burning in my throat. the mucus taste salty. yuck. but it feels nice after that.

16th jan. make it a blast. shall we?

The relationship we all seek. harmony.

2010-01-02T12:21:00.003+08:00

great. on the 1st of jan 2010. my tortoise crawled its way back to the heaven. baibai wu guai. what a nice timing huh. once i had a thought of dissecting it before my dad buried it. starting from the shell. then by using pestle and mortar. making guai lin gou. =D

as for today. i gotta wake up as early as 7am in order to take my undang test. and guess what. i waited till 12pm and the server is still down. gosh. i can actually finished the whole book of digital fortress over there.

yadadada... jooee left. shoey left. ammelia left. all my crapping buddies left for ns. what a start for this year. i started to miss jooee the moment she went offline. =( baibai jooee. rmb to bring me back some souvenirs from ns. sth like a leaf or a flower. lol. =.= *as if she can see this*

shoe says that i am paranoid. wth. finger cross that 2010 will be a better year. shall we?

lunch time babeh. fffffoooooooooddd!!

It's the final countdown!

2009-12-31T23:40:00.002+08:00

a new year.

a new beginning in another 20 minutes.

a new future ahead.

happy new year people!!

lurve,
trin

A New Day Has Come

2009-12-30T17:27:00.003+08:00

you look like a noob! i have a friend now.

i will miss you when you're in the ns camp. suffering. and kena tortured. =D

imagine if the instructors there torture you. then the leeches suck your blood. and and and the mosquitoes kiss you in the middle of the night. then the portugis souls come and find you outta no where. what else ah?

or you used too much of sunblock till your skin have red dots. hahahaha. i think thats all. maybe i should add some later.

2009-12-30T17:11:00.002+08:00

- tagged by jol -

1. 被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2. 请老实回答每一个问题。
3. 不得擅自涂改题目。
4. 写完后请点8位小朋友，不可不点。
5. 点完后请通知那8位小朋友他被点到了。
6. 那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回给你问卷的人

幸福套餐 No.1
1）你的绰号: kyan. sopo. keikei. yanyan. trin....
2）年龄：17++
3）生日:03/07/1992
4）星座：cancer.
5）兴趣: guitar-ing. eating junk. crapping....
6）专长: crapping. lame-ing.

幸福套餐No.2
1）你有没有喜欢的人？: is leehom counted?
2）是否现在在交往？：nope.
3）现在幸福不？： yeah.
4）如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事情？： i believe i can fly =D
5）如果有天，你爱的人和你告白的话？：ohhh... we shall wait till then then.

幸福套餐No.3
1）点你的人是？: jolynn.
2）他是你的？：cousin.
3）他的个性？：tomboyish. noob! haha.
4）认识他多久？：16 years ago.
5）你觉得他怎样？：very blur. and cool!
6）你想对他说什?: errr... cant think of it right now.

幸福套餐No.4
1）最爱的节目: harry potter series. nice movies lah.
2）最爱的音乐: leehom. XD
3）最爱的季节: winter.
4）最爱的卡通：pokemon! or doremon! or totally spies. =D
5）最爱的人： you. you and you.
6）最爱的颜色: purple. black. green.
7）最爱的国家： europe. =D and and and countries with nice food!
8）最爱的天气： windy.

幸福套餐No.5
1）如果上天给你三个愿望：
a: SPM straight A's
b: may all my wishes come true.
c: stay alive.

2）你是很专一的人吗？： duh. err...
3）最深刻的回忆？： uncountable.
4）你是个很有信心的人吗？: sometimes. haha.
5）你很爱微笑吗？：what do you think then?
6）如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗？：nope.
7）妄想什么样的生活？： the life that everyone wishes for.
8）是否横刀夺爱才是爱？: ape ni?

*since 80% of my buddies are bananasssss. so i am not gonna tag anyone lah. *

NatalieYap

2009-12-24T14:16:00.005+08:00

its christmas eve! the picca above is specially dedicated to limjooee. =D

i have jooee pics which are more embarrassing but since it's christmas tmr. then i shall wish her with her most normal looking picca.

...

btw...

partner! happy 18+1th birthday. may you pass your stpm result with flying colours. and we shall always berganding bahu when bullying bootah. i will ask bootah to fetch me to sunway one day. okay okay?

happy birthday and god bless.

lurve,
trin

2009-12-22T18:42:00.002+08:00

-tagged by jooeelim the sot-

Rule 1: Must be affordable to many (so please don't state your dream gift like Diamond Ring, brand new car, a pet doggy etc..) Something your friends can afford.

Rule 2: Useful things please. (Don't give me toys.. haiyo.. how old are u? unless!!! You are a girl!! If u are a guy.. I'll Knock your socks off!!!)

Rule 3: Something Ppl can buy off the shelf. (Please lar don't tell me special edition card or book that is no where to be found.. that one wait for your special someone to buy for u..)

Rule 4) At least 10 in the list of gifts.

quite difficult to think of a list like that.
1) leehom albumsssssss.
2) new dresses for christmas and cny.
3) electric guitar. =D
4) my sister's keeper by jodi picoult.
5) a soft and comfy teddy bear.
6) is food counted? i want sushi.
7) is junk food counted? i want peppermint chocolate chips ice cream. =)
8) sling bag.
9) keychain for me phone. the one i'm using is broken.
10) chocolatesssss and lollipopsssss. =P

my christmas list is simple. *winks*

There is a place named hope

2009-12-21T19:22:00.004+08:00

i know i used to say this like a million times. but the year 2008 and year 2009 is passing at a really fast pace. somehow i need more time to get use to it.

farewell 2009 in another *counting* 10 days.

S.O.T. in the proper order. <>

to-do-list for year 2009.

study for spm. hopefully. checked.
enjoy my last year at school. my last year wearing uniforms. though i dont like them. checked.
play my guitar well. so i can perform. haha. errr... semi checked.
save phone credits. so i can buy another guitar. X checked.
get my driving license. so i can go anywhere at anytime. X checked yet.
get my heartbeat album. so i can go to the promo tour. XOXO. checked.
be a good girl. which is so not possible. X checked.
buy myself a VAIO. i want the pink one. =) X checked.
get a cybershot. better than my phone one. XDXD. will ask mark to sponsor. X checked.
watch harry potter and the half-blood prince in cinema. this is also a must. =) checked.
get myself a mini cooper!!! dream on. this will never be checked.

i think 50% is checked. so here comes the list for year ~~2010.~~

here comes college. i can never know which one i am going to till spm results are announce.
get my license.
watch big small soldier in cinema.
get a nikon dslr camera. i had been thinking of them for days and nights.
crap more. be more lame. be more noob.
get leehom new album.
stop procrastinating.
guitar..... err... we will come to that later.

what a short list. =D i wonder what kind of life is ahead of me.

i think that the ending of born rich is lame.

Penang

2009-12-17T22:22:00.005+08:00

last monday and tuesday i went to penang. everyone was telling me that penang is the pearl of orient. penang has all the nice food like laksa. harmee and abc. 5 hours in the car was very torturing. basically i slept throughout the whole journey.

#1: penang weather was very hot. you will be sweating 24/7.

#2: the traffic light was taking its own sweet time to turn green. (which is about one and a half minute)

#3: the hotel that my dad's friend booked for us was. disappointing. sleeping on the bed resulting my legs itchy. and the room had a weird smell. yucks.

#4: gurney drive has good food. everyone knows it. but it was not fun if you have to eat in the rain. and that place has no roof.

#5: i lost my sunglasses there and i dunno where it went.

#6: my shoes are wet and i had to use a hair drier to dry them late at night.

#7: i was gonna be a statue for sitting in the car for 5 hours.

eating in the rain. under a umbrella.

noob mark

anyone wants his no.? haha. i think my cousin is cooler than my brother.

thats why. i will never go to penang anymore.

You know it too well

2009-12-11T13:20:00.003+08:00

i am starting to rot now. its like only the third day of my holidaysssss.

nvm that. i am so bored that i keep refresh facebook. and read some of my previous posts. i think somehow. i was a lil too kiddish last time. hmmmm... but anyways. christmas is on the way. perhaps its time for me to go for christmas shopping. =D socks anyone? haha.

christmas presents from mark. there's a list over here.
#1: cash. haha. i am broke dr mark.
#2: cybershot camera. you still owe me since last year.
#3: my jacket. since last year also dr mark.
#4: electric guitar. i need a little help from meimei. =D

i think thats all. hahahaha. what a evil and lame plus noob sis you have. rite dr geeky mark? okay. so choose one and gimme for christmas. arigato. =)

right meimei?

born rich is getting really bored now. wth.

The 8/12/2009

2009-12-09T12:12:00.007+08:00

at times square. cinema. border's.old town. gasoline.

5.00pm till 9.00pm

attendance.
angel.
jooee.
jordan.
gaaya.

~~sukkhuan.~~

kyan.

its the final countdown. and and and. spm is overrrrr!! chemistry was... fill it in yourself. so lets celebrate. XD

we walked to the lrt station which is very very very far away from school. then we went to old town for a break before the movie started. christmas carol 3D. it was quite scary. but nice though. and the graphics were very real. better than malaysia's cartoon. *duh!* but the seats were a lil too in front.

*mind you. angel and gaaya can be very very noisy in the cinema.*

dinner at gasoline. =D the food there were okay. but the portion was too big. and we scribble words at the banner. and i suppose that sbu had dominate 1/4 of the banner. so intolerant rite. yadadadadada... then we went down to the main floor to snap piccas with the snowmen. christmas tree. family tree. in school uniform. for one last time. =)

sopo #2 and sopo #1.

totoysssssss aka joeyyyyyyy.

i lurve ice-cream-ing with jooee!

errr... speechless.

fyi. the hand holding the fork is gaaya.

my piece of art in gasoline.

cute huh.

the snow man was so cute. XD

jordan's dirty hand is touching the snow man's nose.

Counting Down

2009-12-06T21:03:00.002+08:00

i'm slacking.

Tick Tock and It's Gone

2009-12-04T11:55:00.002+08:00

one more subject which means three more papers to go and movie time babeh. but then now i am just so lazzziiieee to take out my chem book and start nerding. i think i just screw my physics paper 2.

jooee promised me ice cream on next tuesday. =D after chem papers. i want baskin robbins lim jooee XD peppermint chocolate. christmas carol 3D. mark said its nice. it better be nice or else i'm so gonna skin him alive.

seems like i had been MIA for quite some time.

december is here. which means christmas is coming. =D in within a month. =) better be a nice one for this year.

One Down. Three More To Go

2009-11-20T13:01:00.003+08:00

first week of exam is over. finally. pfft. what a tough week. which is actually only three days.

the first day was totally nightmare. i was nervous like hell. and surprisingly yesterday and today were slightly okay. i suppose.

two and a half more week to go. *wicked laugh* i wanna watch new moon lah. =D and and and 2012. what else ah?

best of luck to all the form 5s'
god bless. =)

Yes And No. Choose One.

2009-11-05T16:55:00.005+08:00

one more month. and things will never be the same again. no more seventeen again. or another high school life.

i <3 my watch. shoe. cat. and the talapia fish. =D

LimJooEe

2009-10-19T17:48:00.005+08:00

to limjooee/ 'o' of the sot/ the ultimate rain fan/ the lollipop addict/ the rapist. =D

happy sweet 17th birthday!! selamat hari jadi!! sheng ri kuai le!! *whats happy birthday in hindi ah??* your birthday falls on the holiday. thats so not fair. mine falls on the cross-country day. but still may all your wishes come true.

#1: straight as' for spm.
#2: meet rain in person at your house. =D
#3: becomes more insane. so you can reach the highest insanity level. haha.
#4: suck more lollipops.

so you can finally get your driving license and drive me everywhere that i wish to go to. =D oh ya. a reminder. remember to be careful on the road okay. coz your grandpa doesnt own that road. =D and make sure you drive safely okay?! my schoolwork this year was a total mess coz i am not able to copy homeworks from you.=( but from angel. imagine her amazing handwriting. lol.

and yet. thanks for everything. XD

lurve,
trin

I Kissed A Girl And I Like It

2009-10-15T19:12:00.002+08:00

i wish for what i want. and i want what i wished for.

i am bbbbbaaaacccckkk. from the other galaxy. pluto. haha. what am i saying??!! i dunno. but i just lurve pluto. chi xin betul. =D

yesterday i went and checked the list. and guess what. finally after 4 years. i can get my sijil kepujian. =) nah... i know what you are thinking. its no big deal rite. but for people like me who dont really go for meetings. dont join extra activities. dont stay back that often. and i didnt even go for farewells. its actually something that i am proud of. =D and mind you. i skipped badminton meetings every single time.

nah nah nah.... my neighbour is just toooooo kind to gimme two slices of durian cakes. =D *fingers licking*

its holidays for the next few days. XD

happy deepavali!!

It's All Mixed Up

2009-10-06T16:39:00.004+08:00

my blog has been dead for quite some time. for i have no time to blog. or maybe i dont feel like blogging that often. hmmm... fickle minded.

only yesterday i realized that spm is only 44 days away from now. actually i lost count on the days but then when i heard that there is only 44 days left. i was like. gosh. i have lotsa things to study man. i gotta cramp everything into my brain with ultimate small brain capacity.

i think i have bad immune system nowadays. my sinus is back. i hate that. imagine how many sheets of tissues that i need to use. how many trees have sacrifice for me. =( bone ache. headache. which i have it most of the time.

oh yeah. for the pmr students. good luck for tmr. and strike for the best. =D pmr is sap sap sui compare to spm. haha.

gotta go nerd-ing. after 53 more days and we are finally free. from spm. =D

Markus Gary Ng

2009-09-29T21:34:00.007+08:00

i <3 you

ohhh... guess who is this... hang on. please dont mistaken. he is not my bf. i deserve a better one like daniel wu. =D hahahahaha. everyone knows that this is mark lah. lol. okay okay. *clears throat* today is his birthday. so as a good and responsible sister. i should update a post about him.

*ahem ahem*

happy 26th birthday. mr geek/noob/nerd markus gary ng. so you are kinda old now. should get yourself a gf as soon as possible. even though there are many fish in the sea. hahaha. and i actually kinda pity you that you have such a demanding and sadistic sister. but still. she is your coolest and lamest sister. what to do. you cant complain also. haha. one more thing. rmb to buy more stuff for your sis to manjakan her abit. you know. she is kinda broke now. =( btw, you owe her a roxy jacket and a cybershot camera. =X

before the clock strikes 12, let this small sister wishes the big brother a very happy 26th birthday. =D

lots of lurve,
trin

Rewind The Clock

2009-09-27T11:00:00.004+08:00

i miss my shoe. =( she is the most comfortable shoe to bite. =D but then. she had disappeared for quite some time. =(

and and and i found out sth. daniel wu is much cooler than leehom. =D hahahaha. the only thing is daniel wu cant sing. lol.

Snnneeeezzzzzeeeeee

2009-09-23T14:41:00.004+08:00

holiday is definitely not a good thing for me. =( i think i waste the first few days makan dan minum. nah.... i think its time to grab a book and start nerd-ing. tmr perhaps. =D mum's out and i shall grab some dvd and watch them before mum comes home. hahaha.

as i scroll down my music albums just now. i saw jolin's albums. and i have the thought that she did plastic surgeries from head to toe. but then which artist hasnt lah. even leehom also. i guess. =X my cousins had been complaining to me that leehom doesnt look good anymore. =( nah... who cares. he talented what.

smells it and snnnnneeeeeeezzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =( i hate sinus.

okay okay. gotta get back to sleep. =D haha. its 3 in the afternoon and i am going to bed. weird me. lol. and and and one mroe thing. twister potato chips (tomato flavour) is very very addictive. you will never put that down once you put it into your mouth. =)

nights people.

All I Wanna Say Is

2009-09-16T21:50:00.002+08:00

hmmm... trials. was torturing. and suffering. friday is a holiday. =D can stay at home and sleep till as late as i want.

having flu and sore throat and a little cough. *ahem ahem* feel like boiling. i think i might get sick soon. gotta drink lotsa lotsa water. =) jooee says there is something wrong with my afferent neurone and efferent neurone. she says i might not have interneurone as well. coz she says i am weird. =(

leehom concert dvd set!!! hahahaha.

this thing up there costs my dad rm119.50. =D thanks to me who keep bugging him to buy it for me. haha. i had been waiting for this dvd since april. overall the whole concert was only one word to describe. niceeeeeee. =D lets rock and roll!!!

The Proof

2009-09-04T14:16:00.004+08:00

this post is gonna proof that i am still very much alive. up until now. triallssss. one week had gone. *blink blink* two more weeks to go. =.= trials was okay. trials was not that okay. i think the papers are sort of in between. hmmm.. well. i am gonna skip that boring and long winded part. hmmm...

last sunday i went to the dim sum buffet at mandarin hotel. which cost quite cheap. only rm25++ per head. very nice environment. very nice food. gosh. i ate so much that i can actually skipped dinner. see the amount of dim sums' that we ordered.

okay. gotta get back to work. =( the worst part of it.

Happy Birthday. Daddy.

2009-08-27T09:54:00.005+08:00

its my dad's birthdayyy.. =D it seems like only yesterday that i updated a post on his birthday. okay okay. so here's the other one. hmmm...

*clear throat*

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to daddy.
happy birthday to you.

happy birthday daddy. may god bless you. =D

lots of lurve,
trin.

The Matter Of Time

2009-08-24T12:59:00.004+08:00

the retard/noob is rotting at home.

i seriously miss school now. damn it. =(

Noob Sister With The Geek Brother

2009-08-23T23:04:00.005+08:00

ignore my lame/noob/retard look. and my messy fringe. haha.

the purpose of taking this picture is. we shall wear mask. even at home. lol. to prevent influenza a(h1n1). i know its lame lah.

but then i wore mask at tuition yesterday. kiasi what. what to do. and my add maths teacher actually said that it was wasting our breathe buying a mask and wearing it. coz the diameter of the virus is very very much smaller than the mask' diameter.

i feel like going to school. though its a holiday. but i dont wanna wake up at 6.00 o' clock lah. irony. nah... cut the crap. its holiday. but still. its like hell to me. coz. trials start on the first day when school reopens. =( gonna be dead pretty soon.

My Fish Swims Away And Never Come Back

2009-08-18T16:13:00.003+08:00

i have such important posts. haha. and each and every one of the post lasts forever. =)

the first homaniacs member who got this award. XD

my testimony draft is full of weird awards and craps. and teachers actually signed them. haha. thank you teachers. =D extremely random and extremely proud of it. sucking lollipop in class is not a bad idea after all. or eating potato chips during recess in class. especially when its during mr robert's lesson. muahahahahaha.

had a good feeling of wearing a mask to school tomorrow. *i know it sounds weird* hmmmm...

90 days till spm.
rules are meant to be broken.

Now Seems So Far Away

2009-08-15T18:48:00.008+08:00

'cuz we lost it all
nothing last forever
i'm sorry i cant be perfect.
now its just too late
and we cant go back
i'm sorry i cant be perfect.

when i was scrolling down my music folder. i found this. perfect by simple plan. the song that i was so addicted to ages ago. it might not be a very nice song. but still the point of the song is. there aint perfectionist. even blogspot. coz blogspot is taking ages and ages again to upload the pictures. sigh. i seriously dont like streamyx lah. but what to do?? nothing is perfect also. included streamyx. =.=

school is not that bad after all. =D when you have a bunch of monkey, chick-panzee(combination of chicken and chimpanzee), piranha, fish, tom and jerrys in class.

92 days till spm.
there ain't perfectionist.

Thinking Big And Thinking Far Is Different

2009-08-10T23:23:00.005+08:00

i know it looks scary. but it's nice at the same time. i know i am such sadist.

everyone is sleeping. leaving me alone nerd-ing downstairs. hmmm... its better that way. coz with mark sitting next to me. i cant even study. he's distracting me. alot. out of a sudden and i am now craving for baskin robbins peppermint chocolate chips ice cream. *i know i am too into food* and thats the reason that angel's whole tupperware of tiger biscuits. finished. by the food craving beta-ians. not only me. =.=

nahhh... three more weeks till trials man. what to do what to do. why lah time passes so freaky fast? last week i had been counting that i had at least a month till trials. and *blink blink* three weeks. blink more and it'll turns out to be two weeks.

nahhh.... study. back to hell.

98 more days till spm.
i want my peppermint chocolate chips ice cream. =(

What Kills Me

2009-08-05T15:59:00.003+08:00

is killing me.

is the antidote which distracts me.

105 days till spm.
life aint that good after all.

Spidey-Pig

2009-08-03T20:52:00.005+08:00

nahhhh.... school has been off for four days. =D

life's good when you have one whole week of holiday to spend. waking up late. having your breakfast late. and sleeping late at night. =D even though you gotta stay at home. and rot. mum still doesnt allow me to go out. =(( at least i'm able to sign in to facebook. facebook is addictive. i have a list of things to do during the hols. but in the end. it turns out to be facebook. blogger. and more facebook.

as i was browsing through my picca folders. i found these. sejarah sejarah yang bermakna. dan yang syok sendiri.

super syok sendiri. with chewing gumsssss. =D but nowadays. jooee doesnt allow me to take anymore chewing gums. =( she had been complaining that i am chewing for too long which is actually plus minus 3 hours. jangan bazir makanan okay limjooee. =) piranha. *bites*

the bling-ed up k810i. it looks cacat lah. apa boleh buat lehhh. first time sticking all those bling blings rite. my calculator is gonna turn into this pretty soon. but nicer than this. this is errrmmm... my calculator will looks better than this. yes it will.

107 more days till spm.
life's not good.

A (H1N1)

2009-07-31T08:56:00.003+08:00

and physics quiz was so easy. it was way too easy that you can answered all the questions with your eyes closed. and shaded any answer you like. =) i only managed to answer half of the paper which is i think 34 questions and get outta the hall after 2 hours.

school had been quarantined due to the a h1n1. the good thing is school is giving us holidays. and the bad one is sad cases for the h1n1 suspects. as the virus is now mutating. and now everyone that went to school yesterday were considered kinda risky. included me. =( so gotta quarantine myself at home which is equals to rotting at home. no tuition. no shopping. not even leave my house. =( or else my dad'll be fined for rm100000.

thought of repairing the key. but then since cant go to school. might as well wait till next friday. =D

Bites

2009-07-29T21:36:00.003+08:00

remember that life is very simple. you create your experiences by your thinking and feeling patterns.

- louise l. hay -

nahhh. life is not that simple. admit it ngkeiyan.

3 more months to. spm. sigh. how can time flies?? piranha. feels like biting something. =( *bites*

I Lurve Piranha

2009-07-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

i am craving for food. cookies. or chips. or rocky. i am so freaky hungry right now. hmmmm. angel gives me a suggestion of bbq-ing my dad's fish. =D and tmr you will be seeing my dad bbq-ing me. i think i just saw a small mini tiny lizard just now. might as well bbq it and feed it to the fish. or take it upstairs to scare mark.

its fridayyyyy. in another seven to eight hours i gotta wake up to go for tuition classes. sigh. tuition will only be nice with chewing gums. =D *bite*

addition reactions are reactions in which an unsaturated. blah blah blah. forgotten. i just dont like chem. aim for the impossibilities. i shall. hmmm. fooooddddddd.

Tomorrow Never Comes

2009-07-20T15:56:00.009+08:00

if i knew it would be the last time that i'd see you fall asleep.
i will tuck you in more tightly. and pray to lord your soul to keep.
if i knew it would be the last time that i'd see you walk out the door.
i would give you a hug and a kiss. and call you back just one more.
if i knew it would be the last time i'd hear your voice lifted up in praise.
i would tape each word and action. and play them back throughout my days.
if i knew it would be the last time. i would spare an extra minute or two.
to stop and say 'i lurve you'. instead of assuming you know i do.

so just in case tomorrow never comes. and today is all i get.
i'd like to say how much i lurve you. and i hope we will never forget.
tomorrow is not promised to anyone. young or old alike.
and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

so if you're waiting for tomorrow. why not do it today?
for if tomorrow never comes. you will surely regret the day.
that you didnt take that extra time for a smile. a hug. or a kiss.
and you were too busy to grant someone. what turned out to be their one last wish.

so hold your loved ones close today. and whisper in their ear.
that you lurve them and you'll always hold them dear.
take time to say 'i'm sorry'. 'please forgive me'. 'thank you'. or 'its okay'.
and if tomorrow never comes. you will have no regrets about today.

- norma cornett marek -
and hour to live. an hour to love.

if you had one hour to live and could only make just one phone call. what would you do. who would you call. and what would you say. non of us know how long we have to live. hence. we shall live on the edge. not to take life for granted. and to be grateful for what we have. treating life as the miracle it truly is.

After 730 Days

2009-07-17T20:12:00.005+08:00

after waiting for two years. and finally. harry potter and the half blood prince. waiting for two years just for that two and a half hours. =.=

so today me. suetling. gaaya. jooee. zuikhai. went to leisure mall for the movie hp. since the coop-ians had their AGM. so we gotta wait till 1.30pm which i was partially rotting in skylite. we took bus to leisure mall. and since it was my first ride. it was actually okay lah. and suetling can actually read in the bus. and mum was now suggesting that i should take a bus home after school instead of her fetching me.

then it was MCD time. starved almost to death when waiting for the two coop-ians in school earlier. then its 3.00pm. movie time. the movie was not bad lah. but it skipped few scenes like the apparation tests. and few more quidditch matches. and the theme song. apa yang terjadi lah?? the screen was too high. or i bought the tickets which were too behind (fourth row from last). and i was having headache when leaving the cinema. and headache was getting worst every minute. geez. and sorry to whoever that had headache too. i think its the tickets prob. sorry. =)

one thing that make me laughed was the malay subtitle for harry potter and the half blood prince. harry potter dengan putera separa darah. what if its pure blood?? then will it be tulen darah?? or mudblood?? lumpur darah?? lol.

stupid headache. gerrrooofff me. =(

When You Found The Answer

2009-07-13T20:54:00.001+08:00

No answers are the answers ....

Human are always crave to possess the things that they wanted. On the other hand, human needs "WHY" to improve. That's why we'll never stop asking "WHY".

The truth is, what we are today were actually what we wanted yesterday, and what will us be depends on what we do today. So We don't actually have to ask "WHY" ....

An answer is just nothing more than an answer that will lead us to another question. This chain will neverends.

This confusion and fustration won't stop unless we stop asking "WHY" ....

We have to learn to be contentment on what we have at the present and be patient to what will bring us tomorrow.

Why human needs so much of these assets and liabilities are because they just wanted to be happy, that's all.

But the true happiness deep down in our heart is actually to love, to care everybody around us and to be tolerance with everybody around us.

We couldn't be truely happy unless everybody around us are happy. So start from today, treat everybody nice and love everybody.

If You Know

2009-07-08T14:27:00.004+08:00

there will always be the greener side of the grass.

he moonwalked to the heaven.
to become the brightest star.
that he has been.
and forever will be.
R.I.P. MJ.